been reading the book ‘Reclaim your Heart’ by Yasmin Mogahed and its really helping me to get over attachments which i’ve had.
This tumblr, I decided not to delete it as a way to ‘preserve’ my 2 yrs in vj and the memories that came with it. Its my past that frequently hurts me but its brought me to where I am and more importantly, its where my memories with you remain.
Through this book, im slowly telling myself that what happened was for the best for both of us. I see you as a gift that was given to me to stay happy and feel a sense of belonging to someone during the 2yrs. you were a gift i treasured dearly but I believe I was getting too attached to that Allah swt felt it was time to take this gift away and perhaps be replaced by something better? For the both of us. Perhaps you’ve found yours, I have not but im going to be patient to wait for mine.
Should you still be the gift I need, and for you, me, we will find our way back to each other.